Sunday, October 3, 2010
Just posting a rant really quick. It's kind of hard to write about stuff on blogger sometimes. I don't really know what to write about. I've seen it as a topic on a blog post before I think, but it's really hard to blog when you do nothing all day. Literally nothing all day. It's kind of depressing. I moved to the middle of no where (middle of US) recently. I'm actually from San Fransisco, so this is totally new to me and I don't like it at all. I only realized how unsocial I actually was when I moved out here. I had friends I had known since elementary school who always accepted me and that I talked to most of the time. I've been here for about 4 months now and I still don't really know people.
It's pretty lonely. I never understood 4chan's in general problem with making friends. It's a lot harder than it looks. I still have online friends though, which make up for a lot of my grief. It's almost hard to talk to people when you don't do "normal" things, like watch TV. Despite that, I've actually made an effort to talk to others. Sometimes I ask myself why I even bother. To appear "normal"? My parents have hinted at me a couple times that they want me to be more "normal". They think I'm going through a stage, but at this point, I really don't think I can stop from loving my chinese cartoons and video games.
On a side note, it started raining outside. Reminds me of home, and I like the rain so I'm kind of happy. It's peaceful.